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    Sunday, October 14th, 2007
    3:47 am
    being gay is not a sin.

    IS IT A SIN?

    How Religions View It

    This is one of the most difficult questions for religious people. Many religions teach that homosexuality is condemned. But nowhere in the Bible is there mention of those whose true nature is homosexual.

    Neither the Ten Commandments nor the Gospels mention homosexuality. Biblical scholars tell us that the oft-quoted (out of context) proscriptions in Leviticus 18:22 and 20:13 and St. Paul's Epistles Rom. 1:26-27, refer to male prostitution in the temples: sexual practices by heterosexuals.

    We ask that you listen to priests, ministers and rabbis who have studied the question and have come up with other answers:

     

    Catholic

    "Because of the diverse conditions of humans, it happens that some acts are virtuous to some people, as appropriate and suitable to them, while the same are immoral for others, as inappropriate to them." -- Saint Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologiae

    "Homosexuality has nothing necessarily to do with sin, sickness or failure. It is a different way of fulfilling God's plan . . . Supposedly, the sin for which God destroyed Sodom was homosexuality. That's the great myth. I discovered through scholarly research that it was not true. The sin of Sodom and Gomorrah was inhospitality to a stranger . . . In Matthew, Jesus says to his disciples: 'Go out and preach the Gospel and if you come to any town and they don't receive you well, if they're inhospitable, shake the sand from your sandals and it will be worse for that town than it was for Sodom.'. . . The four Gospels are totally silent on the issue of homosexuality." -- John J. McNeill, SJ. in an interview with Charles Ortleb in the Journal Christopher Street, Oct. 1976.

     

    Protestant

    "Do I believe that homosexuality is a sin? Homosexuality, quite like heterosexuality, is neither a virtue nor an accomplishment. Homosexual orientation is a mysterious gift of God's grace communicated through an exceedingly complex set of chemical, biological, chromosomal, hormonal, environmental, developmental factors totally outside my homosexual friends' control.

    "Their homosexuality is a gift, neither a virtue nor a sin. What they do with their homosexuality, however, is definitely their personal, moral and spiritual responsibility. Their behavior as homosexuals may be very sinful, brutal, exploitative, selfish, promiscuous, superficial. Their behavior as homosexuals, on the other hand, may be beautiful, tender, considerate, loyal, other-centered, profound.

    "With this interpretation of the mystery that must be attributed to both heterosexual and homosexual orientations, I clearly do not believe that homosexuality is a sin." -- Bishop Melvin E. Wheatley, Jr., Methodist, Retired, 11/20/81.

     

    Jewish

    "Above all else, Judaism has always stressed the importance and sanctity of the individual. The ancient rabbis likened each human life to the entire world. `Why did God create each human being different, not stamping us out like so many coins?' asked the rabbis. `To show us that each person is unique,' they answered.

    "Judaism has always gloried in the individuality of human life, and it has always cherished freedom as the vehicle through which each unique individual can develop to his or her potential.

    "It is for this reason, and because we Jews have learned first hand how stifling and destructive oppression is, that the Reform Jewish movement in all its branches has called for gay rights legislation and for loving acceptance of gay people.

    "While all branches of Judaism do not agree, liberal Judaism recognizes that religious strictures against homosexuality were a product of their time and place, an ancient age in which existence itself depended upon each member of society having children to populate the frontier and the army.

    "That was a long time ago, before modern science and psychiatry brought us new understanding of human nature. We Jews have always incorporated the latest knowledge in our Judaism. This adaptability is why we have survived, and why so many other Biblical prohibitions are disregarded.

    "Thinking Jews today, indeed all thinking people, will refuse to invoke homophobic rules from among all these long-forgotten laws. After all, even the most Orthodox no longer stone disobedient children to death and fundamentalist Christians do not call for us to keep kosher, only two of the rules found in the Bible.

    "If we Jews, always victimized for being different, are not accepting, who in God's name will be?" -- Rabbi Charles D. Lippman, 1985.

     

    Is Homosexuality Unnatural?

    Homosexuality is not unnatural since it exists in nature. It is just as natural for one person to be heterosexual as it is for another to be homosexual.

    We don't know why people are homosexual, but we know that there always were, are, and will be homosexuals. It is estimated that 10% of the population in the United States and throughout the world is lesbian or gay; at least one member out of every four families.

    For them, homosexuality is their true nature. To ask them to behave otherwise would be to ask them to behave unnaturally. 

    Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
    8:42 pm
    tiredd

    im tired of my family.
    or what they're suppose to be.
    its not really anything important.

    i guess i don't do anything, and im not worth anything.


    im starting to agree.
    its getting ground into my head.

    i just want to leave.

    Sunday, August 19th, 2007
    11:41 pm
    been so long
    wow, i haven't written in this in a while.
    so madison has come and gone.
    i miss her already but it was a good summer.
    summers almost over, and its felt faster then any other summer. im not ready to go back to school.

    so we have my brothers dad, my uncle john and jc living iwht us. and jc's two kids.
    along with the four of my family living in my h ouse.
    its so stressful.

    and our kitchens being redone.

    my uncle john is threatning me and doing druggs and drinking.
    who ever thinks drugs are cool are fuckign stupid.
    my parents had to give me up because of drugs.
    and many bad things happend to me because of drugs.

    it isn't ohk.

    my brother is calling me a faggot again and again.
    it sucks.

    ahhh i jsut want to be like happy with my home life.
    ahhh :///
    Monday, June 25th, 2007
    7:47 pm
    automotive locater
    im tired over trying to be happy.
    its stupid and unreachable. everytime something good happens its crushed with another bad thing.
    i have no support from my family.
    no one who cares no one who wants to spend time with me. no one who wants to care about me.

    so i don't have cancer.
    but a benign tumor that will go down with antibiotics. and a sist.? but it took forever for me to get my aunt to check the doctors results. she's too lazy and got mad at me when i called her this mornign about it.

    im done.

    madisons here. i was happy about it for awhile but i still am.
    im selfish and my upsets are for selfish reasons.

    no body is there forever. there is no forever. forever is a fake media object that no one can trust and you shouldn't because it will bite you in the ass.

    forever is on a hallmark card. not my life.
    im a bitch and irresponisbile.

    i feel as if life is crashing beneath me and im trying to find a new place to stand up on for another peak.

    im upset.
    i want a mother and a father.
    i want someone who will love me unconditional and not measure my love on the amount of work i do for them.
    i want someone to hug me and tell me everything will be ohk. but thats never happened for me. it wont.

    im fearing that im going to be alone.
    not gonna be able to pay for college.
    i feel like im in the process of being abandoned.

    IM NO ONES TOP PRIORTY, TOP FRIEND, TOP LOVE.
    im second to everything in my life.

    i don't deserve to be a #1.

    i hate the fact that i everythign im saying is true.

    im tired for giving and not receiving anythign in return. i give out all that i can give and  it will be taken but never returned with something equal. im not an equal member of nothing.


    fuck everything.
    Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
    7:20 pm
    scared

    well its been a stressful week.
    im scared.

    i just got back from the doctors. we checked for cancer.
    and he's only 50% sure i don't have it.
    so he's sending me to a specialist.

    im not ready for such a thing.

    im not ohk.
    im only 15. i have a lot ahead of me and i don't want to deal with this.
    i hope with my whole heart i don'thave this.

    fdhlds;jfdsjlf


    ugh!



    Current Mood: worried
    Friday, April 20th, 2007
    7:16 pm
    woosh
    So the past two days i've been really sick.
    but w/e. i just have to make up a lot of shit in school.

    yesterday my family was talking about moving.
    like far away.
    portland or reno, or somewhere else.

    fuck!
    i really don't want to move but it'd make them alot more happier because they hate spokane. but i like living here. and i love my friends. i really don't want to, i'll be all alone again.
    the thought of it makes me cry.

    i've been thinking. i kind of want  a boy frined, it'd be comforting and make me a lot happier,
    i just want someone to hold me. 

    but he'll come around someday.
    :DDD

    the bitch is back, eve.
    shes like 95 lbs but she' east like a fucking cow.
    i wnat her to move out like baddd.
    haha

    my self esteem hasn't been the highest lately.
    i need to come to accept myself for who i am, and not who i want to be.

    i really have been thinking about the mistakes i've made in the past. 
    some of them are mistakes and others aren't.

    life is changing for me in a big way.
    and i want to meet new people for a new adventure.

    Current Mood: weird
    Current Music: classifieds- the academy is
    Monday, April 16th, 2007
    9:00 pm
    pussy in mehh lap.
    its the school week now.
    im in a good place emotionally right now.

    my arms are so sore from working in the yard all day yesterday.
    and i feel sick.
    ehh.
    but w/e.

    i haven't been getting in that many fights lately with my family which is good.
    today alejandro and i got along amazingly and thats what i wish our friendship was like everyday.

    tomorrow is wasl and i really don't want to do it.
    its lame and im too tired to wake up in the morning.

    like i felt so sick this afternoon in math&science, i was like crying becasue my stomach hurts so bed.
    i went home and slept.

    and played my pokemon game.
    i know this is lame, but im really diggin those games right now.
    and excited for the new one and harry potter 7


    i read the Da Vinci Code.

    i loved it.
    its amazing.
    and now im reading angels&demons.

    jo cried today.
    and i miss her.

    so yeahh.
    thats today.
    :D

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: none
    Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
    10:18 pm
    glad

    today was a boring day 
    nothing happened.

    just homework.

    but im glad nothing happened. its just a day for me to recooperate for the next.

    djfladsjfds
    i hate blonde bald headed women btw.



    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: Regina Spektor-Consequence of Sound
    Monday, April 9th, 2007
    8:17 pm
    Im ohk

    Today was ohk.
    Went back to school after what seems like a very short spring break. I spent all of it with Sarah, and i wish i spent more of it with Alejandro.

    I've been making an effort to get along with my family, but its hard. I defintly don't want to get kicked out and have to worry about where im gonna live. I can stand the less then 3 years i have left.

    Im glad we don't have WASL this week, i can' thing, my brain is deflated and not thinking theres only enough of it left to talk and breath. thats about it.

    I've been thinking about the future alot. like who i will become and what will i do and who will i be around and where will i be. its all too much to think about. but i guess i have to. its better to get ready now then later. I want to go to Fashion School, but thats not a sure thing that i will succeed in, i want to have a steady income a nd not have to worry about money like my family does. I think i'll probably stay in Spokane for college and live in an apartment.

    Im like so proud of myself for getting all my grades to passing. I don't want to do Summer School, its a w aste of time and right now i don't think i have to. I plan  to spend the summer doing what i want.

    I wish i kept a better relationship with my friends from Cali, i miss them, alot.

    I want new clothes but i guess i have to wait for it. But i will get it soon.

    Im ready for a breath of fresh air, to look up at the sun with a balloon in my hand and say im happy.
    thats what i want my summer to culminate to.



    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: The Fray
    Sunday, April 8th, 2007
    3:40 pm
    fdslkjfds
    ehhh 
    since my last entry life has begun to suck even more.
    the only time i get a break is when i get out of the house.

    im tired of my whole family hating me, and telling me that IM the one who needs to change and make the effort to patch things up. Thats not gonna change it. My brother and  uncle who live with me hate me and treat me like shit just because im gay and i don't do the shit they do, so i can't just be nice to them to get them to like me. i would have to not be gay anymore.
    seriously its annoying i hate it.

    and no pays attention to me. im totally ignored and isolated. i try but no one wnats to get close to me. i feel like a total outcast in my own house. i really wish i was loved. i wish i had a mom and dad and a regular family, it wouldn't be easy but it'd be easier. i feel my heart is gonna collapse under the weight of sadness i am holding. 

    im scared. alone. worried. unhappy. and eager to leave this shithole.

    i cry everyday know. i can't help it.

    this is pissing me off. 
    im tired of having no family that cares about me. and saying its all my fault they hate me.

    im sad because i only have 1  true friends. and my other treats me like a best friend one second and then is such a bitch to me the next. 
    i need out of this.

    fjdflkjds

    i miss the summer when it was all right.
    :/

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Family Force 5 - Drama Queen
    Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
    9:25 pm
    ehhh
    well today was suppose to be sooo much fun. but in reality like most things it sucked. :/. I woke up at 7 after going to sleep at i t hink about 2 in the morning.

    but it was fine.
    i called sarah and then she came over and we waited for kaytie. haha. then we just barely made the bus to the party store. it was raining. we got like 
    - party streamers
    - balloons
    - party hats
    - a crown for sarah
    - && easter grass.

    then we left and caught the bus back to the park. it was cold cloudy and rainy. not a good mix for picture taking.
    jdflkdjsfjd
    but w/e
    we had funn.


    but early while s arah snd kaytie were there. i got chewed out by my uncle and it was sooo embarassing.
    like who does he think he is. im NOT his kind. and i don't deserve to be told were gonna have a talk and im gonna get the shit beaten out of me. 
    fjdlsjfd

    i hate him living here.
    and then when i tried to talk to my aunt about it, she just totally ignored me and like my gma blamed everything on me.
    i seriously stood there and told him that he wasn't gonna lay a hand on me.

    i havn't cried this much in a long time.
    but i hope i'll get over it.


    i am thankful for my health, my friends and my life.

    -christopher

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: none
    Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
    11:17 pm
    1st entry

    I always thought these things were stupid, but i guess i need one to write down my feelings and emotions on the account that i have so many of them.

    Its Spring Break, its been pretty fun even though i really haven't done anything at all. I've basically spent the whole time with Sarah, GOD ILOVE THAT GIRL. We've just been going places doing random things. She makes me feel like im wanted and i love her for it. I was going to hang out wiht Alejandro but i really didn't feel like any drama, i love him but jeeze he needs to stop. Im really excited to see Madison this summer, she really brightens my day and i've kinda been sad since she left back for kent. blah blah blah, kent sucks, come back to spokane. Im dying for summer, i knoww it will make up for this year. well i hope :D.

    Well today was the first time i ACTUALLY talked to Claire!, i really don't understand what she's going through, but all i can hope for is her to get the help she needs and for her to feel better. Because i really love her. she makes me smile and is a really good friend. i want this summer to reconnect all of together.

    And... theres Jo, who i hope will change her ways but im not sure she's going to. i hope she does.

    No bf. UGH!
    haha.

    but what can i do?
    :D
    ttyl



    Current Mood: irritated
    Current Music: Cake
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